

Enough...I've had enough silence...enough excuses...enough pain, because I can't just get mad and yell at the people I love...what the hell do I have to do to prove myself...what the hell causes people to shun me whenever I start to get close...all they have to do is give some vague reason, perhaps a lie perhaps the truth, and I'll just say "I understand" and somehow manage to blame myself for everything...why am I always getting the short end of the stick...I acctually show respect to those I care about, a trait that is clearly lacking in the population as a whole...yet it's those that will knowingly manipulate and use others that always get let in..Enough...


FadFadFad
A temporary intrest. A passing fancy. Doomed to be forgoten, out of boredom or annoyance.
Once, something loved; something everone wants. Then abandoned; discarded for something else.
However, in time found once again. Loved then left once again. An endless cycle.
This is a fad. Something that can be loved, then tossed aside with ease. ...I am a fad.


A ViceWhy don't I eat? Do I hate my body? Am I anorexic? No...that would be too simpleA Vice
I've lost so much. I've lost so much feeling, that I need the pain just to prove I'm alive.
But even now that pain is gone. I no longer feel true hunger. Only it's effects. I've no doubt I'll lose that too.
Other pains are dangerous. They would lead to my destruction. So I chose the quiet one, the one with a built in facade.
Even if I'm found, They never truely know why. And most never find out. I'll still eat for show. &nb


The Horrible Refection 2it's alright to love me I won't ever leaveThe Horrible Refection 2
hold me close I'll respect your actions
spend the day with me I'll just be back for more
compliment me I'll believe ever word
kiss me I'll always wish you happiness
give me your heart I'll treasure you forever
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I treasure you you rip my heart out
I wish you happiness you kiss another man
I believe you you insult me
I come back for more you shun me
I respect you you
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